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OK, THAT'S IT. [04 Mar 2005|06:26pm]
OKAY. THAT'S IT.

MY FAMILY FOUND OUT ABOUT MY LIVEJOURNAL ACCOUNT.

FUCK.

I will be changing accounts again. After I will plug this link and you have added my new account back, PLEASE ERASE HAKONIWA AND KIRIETH, so I won't take up much of your space in friends. Thank you.

ichiruki

Okay. Now before my family sees this, add me ASAP. I will not blog on this blog anymore after a week.

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Argh. [04 Mar 2005|04:42pm]
[ mood | Whoaaahaha. XD ]

Grah. I think playing Project Zero 2 is pleasure made into punishment. It's darn freaking me off AGAIN after playing it for the.. uh... 2nd time. Yes people. It's only my 2nd time playing. =) Hee-hee. Haa-haa.

Heck, even Miyako freaks me off. She ain't that scary, but I feel like a 1st timer.... -.-; Haay.

Anyway... BLEACH-us stuffus. I want manga Bleach not download. Me want manga Bleach book real one. XD Ehehe... what do I mean by that? I want a real Bleach manga book. :) XD eBay time!

Uh-huh.

My best friend and I fought. Heh.

Like I fucking care that she's showing off.

She was even banging her pen just to get my attention.

Heh. Old style?! NO EFFECT!

Stupid her. BOO. XD

If she was my BESTIE-BESTEST-BESTEREST friend, I would cry. But she's not. Haha. XD

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Uh... School blues, eh? [03 Mar 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | Finally. ]

Finally! Bea managed to get the Camera Obscura in FATAL FRAME 2! Hey... shouldn't I be posting this in the fatal_frame? Hmm. It might be embarassing because I completely forgot where it was. ^___^ Hehe.

You know Bleach? It's kinda like Naruto to me now. What do I mean!? I'M FASTLY GETTING ADDICTED TO IT! <3 Lurve Rukia. Lurve Ichigo. LOVE ICHIRUKI. <33333 Yum yum yum.

frick. don't mind the title. walang school blues dito. :)

Haha. XD Wala lang... ayaw ko ang layout sa Akai Chou! Tangina, ang pangit! Sobra! *argh argh* Hah.

Onga pala, iniwan ko nanaman kurento [current] kong grupo kasi naasar na ako sa kanila.

Hehe. 1 week lang naman eh. :P

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Read this! XD [26 Feb 2005|06:58am]
[ mood | ; ) hulaan mo. ]

Lemme tell you how yesterday went.

Ganito kasi yan. Ni-revive ko yung stalking career ko - alam ko iniisip niyo: ... stalking career? o_O Oo, pero di naman yung stalking talaga. Siguro sinusundan-sundan lang ng walang hiya. :P

Opo, walang hiya ako. XD

Kanina kasi feeling ko napansin na niya na victim ko siya. :P Nagbago siya ng bus number sa umaga. Imbis na 707 siya, nasa 507 siya. *nalilito* Kasi nung Thursday 507 yung sinakyan ko tapos andun siya.

OI TABI TAYO KASI WALA KA NAMANG KATABI EH!

Nako, anything but that. XD Kahit na walang katabi yan, di ko tatabihan yan, dahil di naman ako totoong stalker. Besides, mukhang napansin na niya ako. :) Siyempre, medyo nahihiya pa ako. E BAKIT AKO WALANG HIYA?!

May sinabi na ba akong tinutulak ko yun sa bus pag ayaw umusog!?

Teka, ibang klaseng WALANG HIYA yun ah! XD

Kasi naman ayaw niya talagang umusog eh. >__>; Muntik pa akong bumagsak kung di ko siya tinulak. Sorry, po, *putguynamehere*. XD

... Ayan, sa wakas nakakuha na rin ako ng upuan sa bus! *laking tuwa! di na ako nakasik-sik!!!* Tapos 'to namang si *putguynamehere* ayaw umupo sa tabi ko. AMP! ANG YABANG! Di nga. Kaka-awa eh. Kanina pa yan nakatayo, nakahawak sa isang bus post, ang init pa, ang ingay na, pagod pa yan sa lesson kasi 3rd year siya = mas mahirap sa amin. Kung ako nga napakapagod kapag tapos na lesson namin, sila pa? Tsaka isa pa, sad siya eh. ;)

Nung Flag Ceremony din namin, KATABI KO SIYA!!!! Well, close to him, pero malapit siya sa akin. ;) Haha. XD

Pero may isang bitch na nakipag-flirt sa kanya. Di bali, aawayin ko yan dito next time. XD RARARARR. Hay nako. Bakit ba may flirting pa......... eto na lang sa kanya! *pushes bitch to the ground* DIE!!!

18 Changes: I want to be your woman. I want to be your queen.

<3333 -- TWINS layout!!! [not Mio and Mayu, mind yeh.]

Hay. Ang medyo haba na. Ayaw ko na rin namang mag LJ cut. XD Stalking Career Part II na lang, okei? XD

Grabe, ngayon lang ako di tinamad! XD

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Ano nga ba? [24 Feb 2005|04:39pm]
Teka, ano nga ba title ko? Di ko rin alam eh!

Oo nga pala, baka mag-change nanaman ako ng journals. kasi nalaman kong may nag-ch-change ng password sa hakoniwa. Epal! >< Aaaa... wag na lang. Kakatamad din eh!

Anyway...

Wala lang.

Wootah.

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Before I leave... [19 Feb 2005|10:06am]
[ mood | love...? ]

No one ever comments here... *sigh* I'm such a loser. -.-

ako ay isang taong malabo. napakalabo. ok, fine. mag-english me. :)

why is love like a triangle? o.o; because i don't think falling in love 3x at the same time is good - well, that's me... i can't help it.

eye candy is just hard to resist.

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Sorry... [18 Feb 2005|09:12pm]
[ mood | hay... ]

Ahaha. You know what his last name was? Er, it's funny, but I don't wanna laugh at it. =(

did you know how my day went? awesome. totally awesome. the most awesome thing ever. eee. *kilig mode* katabi ko siya sa bus. wee.

edit na lang mamaya.

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FUCK. [16 Feb 2005|06:44pm]
[ mood | someday, sluts will die. ]

Sorry for the really bad title.

I hate my classmates! I HATE THEM! Most of them... anyway... I JUST fucking HATE PREPS. They get the best hell outta me, they'll get it! THEY WANT A BITCH!? I'll give them a taste of their own POISON.

If only killing wasn't a crime, I would have killed them.

NO WAIT.

That's bad. :( I was aiming for something...

WORSE.

I hate preps, really. THEY RUINED MY LIFE. >___< and what else? they spread rumors. yes, those fucking little lies people say about you. skanks that said I was a lesbian will FOREVER be skanks. of course, every girl has quite a lesbian in them - at least from what I think! yes, sometimes it may seem I LOVE my best friend - but of course, in a friendship way.

feh.

I can't believe sluts will be gays for life. :)

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Valentine's Day. [14 Feb 2005|03:57pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ehehe. Sorry na lang sa mga non-"spokeners" ng Tagalog. Wala kayong maiintindihan dito!

Sa ngayon, ngayon ay araw ng patay mga puso. :D Hindi yung heart as in heart that pumps blood. HEART AS IN MAHAL. Siet. Mahal ko siya, mahal ko siya, mahal ko siya. Di ko na mapigilan sarili ko. :)

Infatuation? Hehe. Siguro. Teka muna, andami ko ng mga post tungkol diyan. Dito naman tayo sa mga friends...

Friends lang ba tayo? -- oi mga pare. Di yan ang ibig kong sabihin noh!

Grabe, hanggang ngayon - homesick pa rin ako?! Oo, homesick. SOBRA. Nakita ko kasi yung mga pictures ko eh. Kasama ko si Louie at Minique. :( Halos maiyak ako dahil sobrang miss ko na sila. Ganito ang buhay ng isang homesick na tao. Napakalungkot. Para bang nawalan ka ng bagong cellphone kalahati mo. Parte na kasi sila sa buhay mo eh. Sana di nila ako makalimutan.


Hehe. Comment naman kayo mga friends. :)

-- PLUGGING: devili, hiyono, leeshai, mahiwaga, myuki_chan, nefariousheart, saihara, sweet_chii

Happy valentines. XD

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Holy crap. [13 Feb 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | Ang sarap ma-in... love... ]

Oh well! I will keep this journal more active. =) It's hard to blog in official blogs, that's why! I don't know why. Everything there seems to be always formal! *wheeew* Ngek, ayaw ko ng formal noh.

I wonder if I should tell my URL to my classmates? Oh wait, that's horribly wrong. Then it will spread in the whole school that I ... er, hate them? Heck no. I don't hate them. Some people preferably my classmate, Bret and Chris. One guy is the best - he hangs out with the "bad boys", yet he's so decent. I like him. :) Sapagkat si Roger ay isang taong tunay na puwedeng mahalin. :)

Haha. Yes, he's the guy na I'm MU with. XD

Yes, he hangs out with other guys that are bad influence, but he doesn't act like one. Thank God! <3 Ahaha. XD Anyway, more info on what would happen tommorow nyo. :)

Ay. Pasukan na ulit bukas. Epal naman o. :]

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Heavenly sweet mother of pearl - falling in aaaah... [10 Feb 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | Eeee-ness. ]

Yes, it feels so heaven to feel the blood of love. <333


--- Yes, I'm still in the painful yet sweet wrath of love. XD I DO NOT plan to give him roses goddamit. XD Just joking... YET I do want to give him some if only ... er, girls can give flowers to boys. o_o


--- I feel so hopeless right now.




You scored as head over heels. well, it's official. you're in love. and i do mean in love. so go tell the lucky guy/gal. don't just sit around on your bum and wait for them to call you. let them know how you feel. but whatever you do, it's for sure. you're in love. way in love......

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head over heels

100%

infatuation

75%

just friendship

75%

are you in love...or is it just infatuation?
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Shoot. XD
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... and I'm dying to say, "I'm crazy for you." ... [09 Feb 2005|06:31pm]
[ mood | Eee~ ]

I just LOVE this day. Totally.

It's photo day. No that's not the case. :] ANG GUWAPO NIYA SHIET!!! XD Weird noh? *flushes herself in love* Valentines day is up, and I'm attempting for the... uh, 618329734829 time to tell him. DAMMIT. BAKIT DI KO MAGAWA?! Iniisip ko minsan, "Kaya ko." TAPOS... BIGLANG MATATAKOT! Takot nga akong tingnan siya eh. :D; <--- baliw na tao.

Haha. Ang layo namin. Sobra. <3 Teka, kabatch pala siya ng cousin ko. o_o

AMP, TARA SABIHIN MO NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! HAHAHAHA.

Ahh. <333 It feels so nice to be in love again.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

*still mumbling things about love*

--- Dear visitor:

It seems to me that Bea's INSANE side is very in love again. Crazy for someone. Haha. Wait. She hasn't done her math assignment yet. Let me snap her out of the "I love you" world she is in. *WHAM!* Alright. Byeh.

CORNY, PERO AAAAH!!! <3333 XD

Haha.

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This guy's in love with you, pare!!! Tangena!!! XD [08 Feb 2005|06:05pm]
[ mood | Ahahaha!! XD ]

Lolx. I can't help myself! I just HAVE to make an entry about this. XD --yes, I will translate it!--


[This guy's in love with you, pare... ano?]
This guy's in love with you, dude... what?


One look and i knew iba na
Malagkit dumikit ang tingin ng mata
One smile iba na ang ibig sabihin
'Di na friends,ang tingin nya sa akin
Everyday parating we're together
Every week palaging may sleepover
Ang tawag niya sa mommy ko ay tita
Bakit ba di ko non nakita
--
One look and I knew it was different
The eyes have a sticky look
One smile, that has a different meaning
He doesn't look at me as a friend anymore
Everyday, we're always together
Every week, we always have a sleepover
He calls my mommy "aunt"
Why didn't I see before?



[BRIDGE]

Until out of the blue I'm feeling so true
Bigla nalang sinabi sa akin that...
--
Until out of the blue, I'm feeling so true
Suddenly said to me that...



[CHORUS]
This guy's in love with you pare,
This guy's in love with you pare
This guy's in love wiyh you pare
Bading na bading sayo...
--
This guy's in love with you dude,
This guy's in love with you dude
This guy's in love with you dude
This guy's in love with you dude
He's gay and in love with you...



Di na ako makasagot ng telepono
Palagi nyang kinakausap ang parents ko
Kulang daw sa tulog at di na makakain
Bakit ba? di pa non inamin...
--
I can't answer the telephone anymore
He always talks to my parents
He said that he lacks sleep and can't eat
Why? He didn't admit...



[REPEAT BRIDGE then CHORUS]


Everyday daw ay rainy day ang monday
'coz 'di na ko maaya to come out and play
Tinataguan na nga palaging late o absent
Ang sabi parin
"I'll always have a friend that you can depend."
--
Everyday he said that Mondays are rainy days
'Coz I can't go to come out and play
Always hiding already; Everyday late or absent
And he still said,
"I'll always have a friend that you can depend."



Oohh...
Di kailangan na mag-oonn...
Parang talong at bagoooong...
--
Oohh...
Don't need to be on
It's like eggplant and bagoong

* Bagoong is Filipino food


This guy's in love with you pare
This guy's in love with you pare
This guy's in love with you pare
bading na bading
converted klabing
na nakikipag-fling sayo...
--
This guy's in love with you, pare
This guy's in love with you, pare
This guy's in love with you, pare
Too gay,
Converted boy,
That flings with you...



[REPEAT CHORUS with these lines below]


Oh no! my bestfriend's gay
Is he the same old friend i had yesterday
Atleast he's happy.. and gay...
yeah..yeah..yeah




OMG!!!! I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF!!!! XDDDDD

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crying mode. [06 Feb 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | *sigh* ]

My grandma died.

I miss her already.

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Taena!!! XD [31 Jan 2005|03:42pm]
[ mood | Taena, pasukan na!!! ]

Har, har. School starts tommorow. BOO. Gonna miss you guys...

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Anong balak mong gawin sa buhay? XD [30 Jan 2005|01:50pm]
[ mood | Read. ]

WARNING: SOMETHING, SOMETHING HERE.

1.) My name has 3 initials with the letter "L".
2.) I am accelerated.
3.) My birthday is after Christmas.
4.) And I think it's a pretty good time.
5.) I love Fatal Frame 2.
6.) Everyone I know knows I'm obsessed with it.
7.) I love the song Chou.
8.) I also love the singer, Tsukiko Amano.
9.) I was once a prep.
10.) But I gave it up, because I think plastic wasn't nice.
11.) I never spread rumors.
12.) I lie often.
13.) I listen to random music at times.
14.) I own a graphic tablet.
15.) And I use it to draw things.
16.) I am hot-headed.
17.) And short-tempered, too.
18.) I love myself, and everyone knows that.
19.) I curse when I am extremely angry.
20.) But I fight in a "sneaky" way.
21.) I flame a lot.
22.) I don't like my parents nowadays.
23.) Yes, I am spoiled.
24.) But I don't get what I want at times.
25.) I was a big crybaby when I was Grade 1 and 2.
26.) I have a crush on a guy.
27.) And he forgot me already.
28.) My life is pretty sad.
29.) I am not slim nor fat.
30.) I have hair that's upto my shoulder.
31.) I can speak three languages.
32.) But I use Tagalog often in speaking.
33.) I am very homesick.
34.) I love Coke!
35.) I used to ride school buses.
36.) Now I ride public buses.
37.) I have a great disliking for studies and chores.
38.) I hate it when someone expects me to be perfect.
39.) Because I believe no one is perfect.
40.) I love watching wrestling.
41.) But I am no warfreak.
42.) I have more friends that are boys.
43.) Because most girls were preps.
44.) I have been victimized by a bully.
45.) I was kicked in the stomach already.
46.) I am very fearful.
47.) I am anti-social at times.
48.) I don't like popularity.
49.) Even though I am one of them.
50.) Because most people hate you and I don't like that.
51.) I am an avid supporter of Sae x Itsuki.
52.) I don't care if you hate me.
53.) I don't hate people back.
54.) But I do talk behind their back.
55.) Yes, I talk behind people's back.
56.) Only because I can't resist temptation.
57.) I make lies.
58.) I still love fairytales.
59.) People think I'm a nerd.
60.) Because I'm the youngest in our class. Blah.
61.) And a smart one? Nah.
62.) I am not rich. ^.^;
63.) I can make decent yet unpretty layouts.
64.) I am very tired of my life.
65.) I hate it when people scam over me.
66.) I spammed once.
67.) I was courted online and offline.
68.) But I didn't answer them. Because I'm young.
69.) I hate being the crush of someone.
70.) Because I'm uber ugly.
71.) And I hurt their feelings at times.
72.) So, I don't like it.
73.) I am in between when it comes to femininity.
74.) I love the color crimson.
75.) And I love orange, too.
76.) I don't really like Yaoi.
77.) But some pairings are pretty okay-ish, for me.
78.) I don't fangirl a lot.
79.) But I am hyper when I fangirl.
80.) I am female/girl/teen.
81.) I am in my Sophomore year.
82.) I am pretty random, right?
83.) I am not pretty.
84.) Although some say I am.
85.) But I don't really know.
86.) I watch a lot of anime.
87.) But I am more of videogames.
88.) I love J-Pop.
89.) I love using manga smilies.
90.) I believe in God.
91.) I am no goth.
92.) I am not a wanna-be.
93.) I am original, at times.
94.) Or so I think I am. And is very confused.
95.) I do self-proclaim.
96.) I have 101+ people in my Y!M list.
97.) Most of them added me because they want to complain.
98.) I don't like it when people ask for "ASL".
99.) I am done typing this.
100.) I love Chou. <3

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Angst. [28 Jan 2005|12:48pm]
[ mood | Graghhrrr... ]

Well,okay. I refuse to do anything good anymore. My MOM just won't stop making things worse. SHE TELLS ME I'm the reason why, but I just SHUT UP WHEN SHE TELLS ME TO DO SO. I TRY my BEST to FOLLOW her COMMANDS, but she continues to pressure me after I am willing to give up my precious internet. I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER. I LOATHE, DESPISE, HATE, GREATLY DISLIKE her actions. I can't believe it.

When my grandma left, she became a total monster, just because her mom is not watching.

Feh. I hope I get better. Oh yeah, to all of you Lita [WWE] fanatics, support her:

I don't care if wrestling is fake or real. It rocks. :]

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Haircut-ness. [26 Jan 2005|11:09am]
[ mood | OMG. Computer... ]

Okay, I'll blog before I leave this shit. ^^; It seems like my mom and me decided to have a haircut. It's not that bad. I think it's pretty good, actually! I like it. You know Tsukiko Amano's hair in Chou? That's how it looks like. :] I do am upset that it's not that long anymore... *sigh*

Anyway, we're going to the beach. I decided not to swim because of past experiences - being swallowed in the waves, cold water, some unknown creatures that crawl down your feet, and sand that sticks for about an hour in your fingers and toes after getting wet. :/ I don't really like those, so shyah. XD

I fear for my computer. I will shut it down after I use it. I think it went stucky or something... *sigh* If you can do anything to help, please let me know. I think it froze or it hanged... I'm scared, please help...

Okay, back to blogging.

Gosh. There's nothing more to blog about. XD Be back later after I come from the beach, okay?

xXx EDIT xXx

Okay, so we collected a lot of shells! I loved it! Never mind the sand in my foot! It was so fun! After that, I decided to sell some of the shells so that I could buy the Fatal Frame 2 director's cut version. And also some of my school things. I'm lacking notebooks and uniform.

I'm quite exhausted... so I'll blog tommorow, for the meantime, please enjoy this new layout.

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Grah. [25 Jan 2005|10:14am]
[ mood | Hehe. Nyahaha. ]

School starts in 5 days. Grah.

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To all link exchanges of Akai Chou! [19 Jan 2005|09:04am]
[ mood | I am teh boredest. XD ]

If you've been redirected here from here, I'll be staying here until Febuary 3, 2005 or less. Don't change links here, this is just a temporary place. XD I are sad. FTP is broke, and school is just around. Les sigh. : /

Gosh. After months of staying in Aus., I'm still homesick?! Dunno. I found this pencil given to me by my school best friend. Gademit. I miss her like hell. :( And when's our next visit in Philippines!? When they graduate highschool. F00k. -.-;;

Again, webdesigning. Grah. I'm lazy. Maybe school's not the reason why I'm on hiatus in here. I mean, when I was in my freshmen year, I still got to webdesign and go to school at the same time. Hmpht. Maybe I am lazy blogging there. Because Blogger is a b!0tch. XD;; I don't like blogger or anything anymore. I'd rather use... manual blogging.

OUCH.

Woopseh. Gotta go. Me gonna start Kagomaru x Satsuki art. [ye'r gonna know what it is. ;]

Edit later, yes? And I'm going to read your comments-o. XD

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